The not between.

Have to much energy means two things for me, only two. These two are somewhat crucial of what happens, one is that I do everything til' I drop dead after more than 30 hours awake, the other one is that nothing happens at all. I'm paralyzed (not such a good thing) cause I'm drained from it all. Can't it be between, just for once?

Right now I want to workout, clean out everything, do laundry, cook lots of food, go out - and it has to happen at the same time! So either that or nothing... And some of you wonder why I tend to think my mind is sometimes a little bit messed up?

/Anna

Not less, more!

I doesn't get less, it get's more and bigger (when it should be otherwise). I'm freaking out, literally. If there ever will be one thing that I truly hate doing is to clean my own wardrobe - cause it's endless, when I think I've reached the bottom, noo, there's a new level under. It has to end doesn't it? Cause I might just be laying in a mental institution unless I begin to see an ending. I love fashion, but cleaning up, no.

Xx

/Anna

Let me hear you speaking just for me...

Just because it's bloody awesome, that's all.

Xx
/Anna

Cleaning - again...

Cleaning all day long makes me a very dull girl...But the weather is horrible so I don't complain, better now then when it's sunny...

So cleaning out my closet - yet again!

Xx

/Anna

Hold.

On hold - bare with me.

/A

Rot and assimilate!

Skinny Puppy, was and is amazing! My little heart beats most for electronica - there's something there that you can't find anywhere else. Thank you!

I'm not feeling well at all today, but I'm still cleaning, cause my mind is set on that. Tomorrow if I feel better, I'm heading for the gym!

Xx

/Anna

Skinny...

Skinny Puppy tonight, how lovely won't that be?

Xx

/Anna

Never ever land...

This song is mindblowing! Something kicks in and won't stop.

Tomorrow it's Skinny Puppy, loove!

Xx

/Anna

Just a minute...

Home, after a weekend up in Gävle and a very lovely one to! Lot's of laughs, wine and more fun... I truly enjoy those people, thank you.

I'm so freakin' tired that I'm not in the mood of writing anything more.

I still haven't decided if I'm gonna put this one on hold for just a minute...

Xx

/Anna

Changes and warmth!

Tomorrow I'm off, for some days, as I've told you. It's going to be so freakin' fun, I can bet you on that. In all other cases the summer is here to stay (or so it seems) but I am not complaining, why should I? I don't suffer like hell in this warmth, although it might be tough, but with the right methods I'm totally fine!

I'm thinking about taking a break from my blog, for real, not spending time online... I think that might do me some good. I said I'm changing and I really do. Cause I'm not standing still, but the scary thoughts that strucks me is where am I going? But I've also realised that how much I want it to be one way, it might be the other or anyone else...

Xx

/Anna

Dizzy...

I'm still as dizzy as I possibly could be from travelling on a boat... Home from Riga and it's been a warm day. Tomorrow I'm finally gonna have my workout (I'm longing and that says much)... Then I'm meeting my lovely Emma, do some packing, cause I'm going further up north for a couple of days. A sweet bliss!

It feels like the floor is swinging from side to side... Scary, some water maybe?

Xx

/Anna

Home and about...

Home, but it's like you're still on the ship... Not so funny as you would think!

Here are me and one of my brothers on the ship, lovely isn't it? The wind is blowing quite hard, haha!

Love

/Anna

Riga!

Off to Riga, see you all on wednesday!

Xx

/Anna

The week to come...

Today's been a wonderful day, just as easy as that. I'm high on life and that gets me places I've never been before - just enjoy is the thing not overanalyzing it. This week it's Riga tomorrow and in the end I'm taking my ass up to Gävle, lovely love! An exciting week, very much indeed.

Xx

/Anna

Valkyrie

I'm so in love with this painting (that why it's up so soon again), I love valkyries, there is somethins about them, don't know what. Maybe the mythological, the creatures from another world and that you can escape from life very fast with a magical mind. I'm enchanted.

Love

/Anna

Ronja!

Some clips from one of Sweden most beautiful fairytales, made by Astrid Lindgren.

No words neccessary.

Love

/Anna

Nothing that matters, really.

There's nothing so satisfying than knowing that the wind is blowing in the right direction, without have to worry all the time. I tend to think that living isn't as easy as many people think, acctually I've found it harder (as most of y'all have guessed) but that doesn't mean that I'm not happy today! Thank me for this, I can't give anyone else the credit, cause I fight every battle that has to be fought - but I don't take them all so seriously. I'm living and I'm finally ready for it. '

The weather is dull today, but it's so lovely! And I really took a bath today, I've done it before, but now I was in... Swimming!

Xx

/Anna

Live?

Tonight I will read cookbooks and French Women's secrets to everything, lovely things to do a warm summernight! I have to start do all those things that been lost somehow... How come that you one day want to drown yourself and die and the next week live for all that's worth! How wonderful or morbid (if you might think so) is that? I love and hate it. At least I'm learning to accept it, that's a start. And to live life even though it might kill you on the way, at least you lived.

Xx

/Anna

Frantic...

A beautiful day, just as easy as that. It doesn't need anything more, does it? But my partymood - is not to joke about! I need to get my ass moving around... Well, we'll see what happens!

Now I'm really thinking about getting rid of more stuff than ever! I don't want them anymore, do you have any friend who has shoesize 35-36? I'm going frantic about them!

Xx

/Anna

Patterns all over it!

Almoste my entire wardrobe doesn't fit me at all anymore (not at least fom who I've become). As everyone know I'm a high believer of representing your self with fashion, and that that in second represents you. So I need tunics and dresses that are light and easy in the heat and that fits! So DvF and Missoni among others is worth looking at, if you like bohemian chic, I adore it! Never giving it up, neither am I giving up black, why do you have to choose? I won't! If I can have both, I sure do will.

Net-a-Porter is where you can get these lovely designs!

Love
/Anna

Lovely times!

A wonderful day that included spending time with my dear old friend Eleonor, sweet bliss! I also got to spend time with her lovely little kid Cesar, he's such a cutie! A very lovely time! I wish I had uploaded all the pictures so I could show you the little cutiepie, another day.

I've had a beautiful day, and if I didn't have blisters all over my feet I would go out and walk, I wish I could run, well all the other good things will come eventually! I have all this extra energy that I don't know where to go or what to do...

Love

/Anna

Back pain...

My back hurts, kill it! I want to chop it off!

I hate that when it does this, but otherwise I'm still one happy as hell kid.

/Anna

Life is fine.

My feet aches, so badly! Walked around in the city with my brother and it's hot! But I'm happy anyway, so happy that I could cry! Tomorrow if it's sunny, I'll be laying in the sun and take some baths! And also have my second workout this week! Life is fine (and that I will say with a smile)!

This evening was spent in the lovely company of my Cookie, oh, all the joy that woman brings me!

Summer kisses

/Anna

Watermelon!

The sun is out, it's warm, life is sweet and I'm eating watermelon! Love this!

And all of the people here in Sweden who complained about the cold winter, you have to shut it now, cause this is a lovely summer and all the warmth that you lack! So stop complaining! It's going to be cold soon enough so...

I love the summer with all it's fruits!

Xx

/Anna

Norweg!

This is absolutley magical, Cirque Du Soleil is pure delight for the eyes and ears!

The movements, rythms - all of it!

Love

/Anna

Skipping-rope?

I think about going out, maybe to walk, run or anything that makes my body work. It has too much energy right now... But why complain about things like that? I shouldn't at least.

I want my old body back, bring it back now!

My tiny waist and not so big boobs!

Xx

/Anna

Mirror, mirror, where's the crystal palace?

This song is and will always be one of the best songs I've ever heard.

It's pure, authentic and magnetic and just magical.

/Anna

....?

I hate my mind and all it's thoughts, give me a break from it.

It kills me.

/Anna

Summer kisses...

I love the old touch you can put on your pictures now by uploading them on a site,

without using photoshop or anything like that! (I'm a bit lazy, okey?)

Check it out here and do it yourselves!

Kisses

/Anna

Shoes and the loveliness!

I have to go searching for a pair of shoes, that seems to have disappeared... I hate that I really don't know where they are, and the other fact that I have to go through the entire wardrobe, help me! I believe that I will find some treasures!

Here are some of them that I know I will find;

Xx

/Anna

Why is it so?

I need something new, maybe a light summerdress, but where to find it? I need lots of things, a real work, a real man and all that you could ever want, but most of the time I just need to find me. But why is it so, that everytime that you start looking for something it seems to have vanished, why is that my darlings?

Xx

/Anna

Café del Mar = true nostalgic summerfeelings!

This just screams summer, nostalgic memories, oh I want to party!

This tune is somewhat just so fantastic and awsome!

Love

/Anna

Boring stuff on a cloudy day...

The weather is cloudy and it's time for cleaning, doing things you normally don't do when there's a hint of sun up on the blue sky! So, laundry, cleaning and do all those things that can't wait anymore. We'll see. I'm also thinking about putting my baby in a spin, make something new (that I do not, whatsoever have any room for!) Let's just hope for the best...

And I need a man, now! Give me.

Xx

/Anna

A very happy day!

So now I've booked in one weekend during july, when I won't be in Sthlm, but in Gävle! How lovely isn't that? Spending time with some of the people I cherish the most! Pure love and very fun times! Life is good, after that I have Skinny Puppy and Leonard Cohen (oh, how lovely to see him again)! That I'll bet will be a smash, nothing else!

I'm in a very VERY good mood today, truly happy! Me likey!

I love being happy, there's no better feeling in the world!

Xx

/Anna

Men, friends and trolling!

Yesterday my dear friend Kakan (Cookie) came over, and she's the best as usuall! You can't be bored, we went walking, talking (about lots, mostly men) and sing, for some reason she's the only one I just walk and troll with and we do it every single time we meet! It was as perfect as it could be! Love you darling, Cookie!

Another part of me is only thinking about men, I need a man, a real one! Where are they? Am I too meticulous and dainty or am I normal? Should I lower my expectations, no? Then you just get someone that's not you. It's tricky as always...

Xx

/Anna

Summer, love and warmth!

Been relaxing all day and now I'm gonna sit in the sun, 27 degrees... I'm just enjoying it - the real downside is that I get no appetite at all, all I do is drink water! Well, these days, even that is a bonafide sollution for me, haha! I'll sit here tonight

And big congrats to my dear friend Anna, who's got married yesterday! Their expecting a child in the beginning of august as well. Life is a bless! And to another friend of mine that gave birth to a boy this week to! Babies and love is all around!

Xx

/Anna

Sun among other things...

I spend my whole entire days in the sun, yes, I wear sunscreen (I'm not stupid) and I'm enjoying it! Well, life is pretty neat, I'm thinking about looking at a movie tonight, maybe some sort of fairytale... I do want to go out clubbing and meeting friends but I don't have the strength today...

My brother went zorbing today, it looked so fun!

Xx

/Anna

Lovely summer days!

Summer, sun and warm winds is over Sweden right now! The beauty of it all is stunning, how can you not love a place like this during summertime? Just relaxing is on the agenda (for a couple of days)! I'm just enjoying life and I'm letting it be that way.

Now I'm gonna listen to Robyn that equals love and then maybe look at the football, oh the horror, what's happened?

Love

/Anna

Deathly Hallows trailer!

It's here; the Deathly Hallows trailer....

It's the end of an era - and I think this one will be epic!

But I've also read the books a couple of times...

So it will be a sad when the two part movie is over.

I would give anything to be at Hogwarts and be a little witch!

Deathly kisses

/Anna

Moving on...

When you stop wondering and just keep on doing things, cause that's what you want to be doing. I seem to find that it gets easier then. No hangups, no troubles over and over again, no feeling bad about yourself. Just letting go and stop obsessing over everything is maybe many people don't need to think about, others do. Know your limitation, your strength and weakness, also everything in the middle. I'm really fine right now, hm... Let's just enjoy that!

Xx

/Anna