A pain that I'm apparently used to...?

My body is saying a Big, No-No! As much as I may hate it, I can't do anything. But I'm not sad yet at least, don't think that's gonna happen either. I'm just constantly tired of always have aches now both in my stomach and the usual aches my entire body has... How long do you have to take it? Of course, like all diseases it goes up and down, meanwhile you want to control it, you can't. But hey, I'm gonna have this all my life, so I don't have time to be sad about it, but it would be nice to have someone who can understand why I want to decapitate my body at these moments!


So I would like to have a man, who could take all the knots in my muscles away, where are you?
And I loved that my friend Cookie came over yesterday and made my life more shiny!

/Anna