I want your psycho, Your vertical stick, Want you in my room, When your baby is sick... Caught in a bad romance!

I just saw Lady Gagas new video, for Bad Romance, the song I wrote about for two weeks ago, It's brilliant, not only does she uses her unique style to get attention, but with the attention she takes up a serious issue, trafficking, that's what I see, you might see other things, but do take a look and enjoy her way of doing it. I absolutely loves that she takes up issues the way she does - and that she isn't afraid. She's innovative - that for sure and I truly admire her!

And yes, I have to tell you that I love the outfits and the shoes in the video,
I know some things are from Alexander McQueen and I adore him to.

Xx
/Anna

Graffi Couture!

I fell over some amazing pictures last week, from French Vogue, lovely ones. But as everybody knows, it's only the french Vogue and Italian Vogue who really takes it a step further, and do artistic fashion in my own little point of view, in cases like Elle and Vogue... Numero and other magazines also does artistic fashion and I love that, they are sometimes more expressive. These are called Graffi Couture - and I'm gonna let the pictures talk for themselves!





Xx
/Anna

Simon's Cat, It's fly!

I found this funny, brilliantly sketch cartoon artist, Simon Tofield, by a friend who post it on his wall! I instantly fell for his hilarious charm, you'll understand why. These small cartoon series is about a cat who does cute, stupid, cuddly things to get his owners attention and the cartoon is so by named; Simon's Cat. Go visit him on his page for lots of more fun!

Lots of fun!
/Anna

Bittersweet bipolar...

I have to many words, thought, expressions inside of me, that I don't know where to begin or where to end... Neither how I should adjust myself to being a human that can live. I have to roads to choose from and yet I still don't seem to have found the right one, I know it takes all your effort to find and pursuit happiness. I'm on my way - but the road is at this moment today, is to fucking long and to empty for me. But I'm still in this excruciating life to win it...

Melodramatic bittersweet misanthropic bipolar - my ass!

/Anna

My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies, Fairy tales of yesterday, will grow but never die, I can fly, my friends! The show must go on!

I'm freezing, and do not feel as well as I would like to. No, I don't have the flu, I think it's a cold, and my body being tired and exhausted... So I've got to take it easy now... Not so fun, but hey life goes on... About that, I'm currently just listening to The show must go on, in different versions, nothing will ever beat Queen and the unmistakable voice of Freddie, but the movie Moulin Rouge made it special to.


If I should have one song that my life would be surrounded with it's that song, because no matter what happens - the show goes on, 'til death, whenever that day will pop up. I think it's the fact that this song is one of the strongest songs ever for me, is that is really is a reality song - it endures you, captivate you, leave you with questioning the things that happen, how you evolve, why you at certain points seem to stand still when you're moving. It seems strange to know that music affects you, complicate things, make you messed up. It clears and blacken your heart, makes it shine, glow, burst, cry, and maybe just be...

You live, You die,
those are the only two things that are certain in life,
the rest is up to you, and what you want to make out of it.

Love
/Anna

Your sex is on fire!

This is one hell of a guy, singing Sex on Fire on The X-factor! Just listen, and enjoy. I don't feel any need to explain why you should listen, just do it, and he's just so good! Just listen, okey!

Sex on fire is usually sung by Kings Of Leon.

Xx
/Anna

Renaissance - rebirth of the art!

I'm home - exhausted, a head that hurts - but not as tired as I should be - but everything is as it always are. Today's been a very creative day for me, and for the people around me, we had the Venus/Renaissance shoot today and some Behind the scene is coming as soon as I have set my mind on to do it, and not being on slow mo. We'll see what happens. Keep checking in! Here are some things I had as my inspiration... It's lovely!





Now I'm gonna take care, cause now I really feel ill...

Take care
/Anna

Today, tomorrow, yesterday?

I heard a "quote" today, it's a proverb. The quote was a little bit to true that I wasn't sure that it was correct. By all means, I know it is, but it just woke my head up, and come to think of it... That will actually be one of my favourites quotes, I heard it through Anthony Hopkins, but it has a longer history than that. Although I think that the only reason it caught me, was that he spoke the words, I don't know if I'd have put the same interest in it in other cases. Anyhow it's interesting how we snap up things along the way, I do it daily, no that's wrong, I need it daily to be stimulated...

"Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday."

Xx
/Anna

Imagination is the only limit.

I don't know what to say, nor what I want to write. It's not time to write about the things that moves like shadows in my head. So 'til then I'll have to let it be... Cause you don't need to know anything. So I think I shall give you all some pictures to look at that are really wonderful! Just inspiration pictures! I'm just gonna post some of the beautiful pictures I've found, I'll post more later!




Imaginative dreams
/Anna

My makeup my be flaking, but my smile stills stays on...

My all time favourite song is The Show Must Go on by Queen. By that fact that none can co justice I've damned everyone who's tried to make an attempt at doing it - until about half an hour ago. I watched Idol (Swedish version) and there's a guy there called Erik, I've been routing for him since I saw him the first time... I went into agony when he said that he was going to do this song... And guess what, he pulls it off! I sat in chock, wondered what happend and then started to smile. Of course he's not Freddie, but he sure did a really good version of my favourite song, I can't say anything else. I'm just speechless... I'll post it as soon as I can, until then, you can listen to the original version.

Freddie and Queen are irreplaceable - there's no doubt.

Love
/Anna

Youtube hits since 1999!

This is the BEST commercial since I don't know. You just have to take a look, I just burst into laughter when I take a look...
This rock your socks off! I can't believe that they actually did this, and that none has thought about it before!



Xx
/Anna

Porcelain velvet...

I just fell over maybe the most beautiful and wonderful dolls, I've ever seen I think. I just love them, quite spooky from time to time, as you might feel as they are alive... The Paleness, sad and big eyed dolls. They might even be a little haunting, but the creator Marina Bychkova is so talented that I can not even begin expressing my words for her. So, just look at these magical small creatures and be swept away!












































Porcelain and velvet kisses
/Anna

I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad, The dreams in which I'm dying, Are the best I ever had...

All I can think about right now is one song, it's there, stuck in my mind and I can't put my finger on why that special song is so strong. It's Mad World - I've always listened to that one when I've been down 'til now, but now I reinterpret it different - I question the meaning of the words and I can't still my hunger of my need of wanting more. It can drive me crazy but it don't, it just is there as a reminder. The need of satisfaction is my constant reminder of why I do this, why my life is what it is...

This one is by Gary Jules and Michael Andrews',
Tears for fears wrote the original during the 80's.

All I can say is that Mad World definitively defines many things in my life up to this, and it is always gonna be one of my favourite songs.

Love
/Anna

Travel the world and the seven seas, Everybody's looking for something...

Something is blocking my mind, I don't know what... I do know though that this happens occasionally and I've settled for that, but I don't need it. I take in as much as I can from as many as I can - and believe me, it's kinda exhausting... But I would never want to shut my eyes. I want now, so much money that I could travel the world, visit all the places I want and not bother... Some things on my top list I'd love to have seen when I die; Macchu Picchu, Cambodia, China, The Galapagos Islands, France (Versailles, The Louvre, Seine, Bretagne, Notre Dame... You name it) Russia (The Winter Palace, Ballet shows), Egypt, Rome - again (and the rest of Italy), Easter Islands, Greece, Iran, India, and practially everywhere you could find something to thrill your heart and find inspiration...



Xx
/Anna

Romanticism, art and layers of textile!

I found this really amazing photographer yesterday through Rita, I adore his work. So to explore it further, I went to the site she linked - and what did I found? So much inspiration... I am stunned and amazed by how all this creativity is just being there in one space. I haven't looked at all of them yet, but I found Ellen Von Unwerth, Hedi Slimane, Steven Meisel, Annie Leibovitz, Patrick Dermachelier - you name it! Go - take a look at Art + Commerce! And I'll show you some pictures from Sølve Sundsbø.




Xx
/Anna

And your jesus really died for me, I guess Jesus really tried for me...

The only song that's on my mind, this instant moment, and I really have an urge to share it with you, is Robbie Williams song Bodies. Yes... I know it's not the newest song, but I just find it perfect and so ironic by it's content, of course I have other songs to... But this one is special, do not ask me why. Is it the judging he does? Is it because it's really catchy? Or is maybe that he is an exceptional songwriter, and does what he does is brilliantly? I can't put my finger on it, can someone else try? Please?

´

Bodies in the Bodhi tree,
Bodies making chemistry
Bodies on my family,
Bodies in the way of me
Bodies in the cemetery,
And that’s the way it’s gonna be

All we’ve ever wanted
Is to look good naked
Hope that someone can take it
God save me rejection
From my reflection,
I want perfection

Xx
/Anna

I feel that something's different...

This morning I went to the dietitian, and all I can say is that, it really helps... But changing habits are very very hard, you have to get rid of everything that you think right now, and begin building something new, a healthy way of looking at food... But I'm willing to change me, and that's a beginning. But I'm here to win this, so I'm gonna do that - nothing else.

Oh, I'm so excited about the shoot now, tomorrow I'm picking up clothes, and my dad is going to lend me some stuff that I need... I love that I have so many things to work with, build things on and go crazy and just do my interpretation of Ritas' clothes! It feels like I'm finally on the move and starting to do things. But the most important thing is that I'll be having fun, cause if that's lacking it's not gonna go anywhere.


Xx
/Anna

Ruffles, Flowers, Bows, Love!

This upcoming weekend, I'm gonna do a shoot with Lisa Hasselgren, Elva and Hanse, with beautiful clothes from Rita Saardi, I just adore the things she does. Maybe I'm a real romantic when it comes to clothes. But every little thing she does is pure heaven in my eyes, so fantastic, flowers, bows, ruffles - you name it! I just give you a quick show of two of all the the things she's done!

Do I even need to give you the reason,

why my heart is jumping and I'm in love?

Xx
/Anna

Cleaning out my closet - for real!

Every part of my body aches, I worked all weekend with cleaning up... I have heard comments like people shouldn't ever complain about their messiness, cause when it comes to me, I'm simply the best of having all my stuff wherever I may lay it - but not anymore.
If I'll be like this when I'm married I'm going to be the perfect housewife! Cause I can work constantly until I break down, sleep doesn't exist in my head. So forcing myself into bed - that's a monumental accomplishment. At the cost of me not being able of moving my body. Is it worth it? Yes I think it is, for real.



















I have to clean today to, tomorrow it's time to visit the dietitian...
And yes I've been without milk for over almost 2 months now...
And I'm beginning to feel sick - will it end someday?
I'm gonna brew me some ginger tea, I think...

Xx
/Anna

The romance between your posessions and yourself, part I?

I don't think any part of me - right at this moment, like me. I hate the pain, I hate cleaning, and all the things I have, I can't even count the most simple things, it really is disturbing. I have no fucking clue what I have, that my friends is a luxurious problem... The entire apartment have my stuff all over it - and that is something you may take literally. I'm gonna chop my body off! The most interesting thing though is that you have an internal crises and you walk through my whole life - all in this tiny things, I could sum up everything, cause every little thing I have is a memorable moment and that's why they're there.

I'll let you all know later, cause I know that when I'm done, I'll be happy as hell!

/Anna

I want your loving, All your love is revenge, You and me could write a bad romance!

If I would choose one of todays' biggest names, it has to be Lady Gaga, that lady never seems to stop amaze me, or the world either. She is unique in her own way, she's an eccentric - an entertainer, you name it. I am truly amused by all the provocation she causes, how this 23 year old woman, does what she does. If anyone has seen her performance at MTV Video music Awards, you know that this is true.

Her new single, Bad Romance,
is not a disappointment either - she really does it nice.
Go listen to it, now!

I had to come and write something here, cause I'm bored out of hell. No, I don't want to go out, neiter do I want to do the things I'm doing... We'll see... If I try to kill myself in my tedious escapades tonight, don't worry cause the only thing that can or will happen is that I'm just gonna be in my boredom (but it do sounds a bit melodramatic writing this, none the less never mind) I have to sort my shoes - and really that can not be boring?! Can it? Huh?

Xx
/Anna

All Hallows' Eve!

Today it's All Hallows' Eve or Halloween as we call it today, I think the last thing is so boring, the name in it's original format is more exciting. So today everybody is dressing up, going out in costumes and have fun - I really don't have any energy for that. After waking up with a twist and not have a single clue where I am, and already on a high rollercoaster, I find myself that I don't need anything more - this is more scary than anything else that happens...


But I have to wish everyone a very splendid and magnificent All Hallows' Eve and that you rock!
And yes, something caught up with me yesterday, that I do my best to not think about.

Xx
/Anna

A new beginning - at least for my blogs' prospect!

As you all can see, I've tried a new model to fit me and my blog, I'll see how long this one holds up to my standard, in other case - I might switch it tomorrow or never, it depends if I get the old one out of my head. I've practically had it since the beginning and now, we'll just have to see. So I think there's gonna be some changes around my little baby, but my mind is set on simple, clinical and pure with some colour... But of course the blog is still gonna surround about my life, what happens, fashion, music, everything that I want to share with you!

Right now I have to start organizing everything cause I'm cleaning...
I have a feeling I'll be awake 'til the early morning hours, so wish me luck!

See y'all later and sleep tight!
/Anna

A creature illustrative by rock couture!

I absolutely adore Natalia Vodianova in the upcoming V magazine. I love this little creature of human being, she's a fair woman... I just feel that she is innocent, even though that accutally may not be the case... As a huge fan of showing something nude, but not everything and transparent fabrics, this is to die for. Give me!




Photos by Hedi Slimane
Fashion by Nicola Formichetti

Xx
/Anna

Gaga has become Dazed!

As everybody know, by now... I love Lady Gaga, I think it has been like that since I heard Just Dance for more than a year ago. Not only is she making really good and controversial music, she is an eccentric in all ways and direction you think you can take look at. She's some sort of a phenomenon that we can't stop talking about. She has herself saif that she is herself all the time, and that's the thing, she is a little bit too much everytime and that's what capture us and we gets stuck looking at this phenomenal woman. She did a short film for Dazed Digital, everyone knows of course that it's Dazed and Confused behind it - and it becomes really good!
Go check it out here!

"I belive in a glamourous life and I live the glamorous life..."
- Lady GaGa

And what else can you do; but not to love all the things she's wearing?

Photos by Kasia Bobula

Xx
/Anna

Kashmir...

Right now, this is in my ears, loove it! Old rock is the thing, my darlings! Zeppelin - enjoy!



And yes, the tests went well, now I just have to wait for 1-2 weeks... Hm, and I had so much ache in my arm after they took blood, I felt like a cushion for a while (or at least my poor arm did).

Xx
/Anna

Chances, do you take them?

Today is the day when I finally gets to see my doctor about my troubles surrounding my stomach and that's really good. Even though it really has helped to keep myself away from milk, it's somehow not good yet, not as good as I hoped. The final test is although for me to shock my little tummy, with all the milk I can get, and really I do not really want to. I can't give it pure milk, cause then I'll be nauseous and I hate that feeling. We've got to wait 'til the final verdict from the doctor... I think now is the time when I have to stop pretending and start do something about my entire body.


Xx
/Anna