Friday, December 31, 2010

Happy New Year to all of you!

Hope you all will have a splendid, fun and loving new year!


Thursday, December 30, 2010



Wednesday, December 29, 2010

The grey land of nothing.

I'm in no-mans-land, so to speak. Don't really know why I've ended up here. Maybe the opposite sides really collided and draged me into this, let me feel something that don't makes me want to fly and therefore kill me. Neither is it appropriate to get this now, very bad timing. On the bright side, this year has nearly ended and a new year is up and about, we can hope for a better one there, can't we?


Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Prep for the new year part?

Prep for New Year? As always a big questionmark. As cold as it is now, it's not that fun running around almost naked, but that's another thing.


Monday, December 27, 2010

Today... all over the place.


Sunday, December 26, 2010

Squeeze, hot, hold that pose!

Shut your mouth and close the door.


Saturday, December 25, 2010

Christmas day.

Puzzles, love and quality time, that's what these days all been about.
Curling up with a warm blanket and read a nice story is my idea tonight.
Hope the rest of you are having a nice time and not to cold.


Friday, December 24, 2010

Merry Christmas!

Hope everyone had a wonderful christmas! I got all that I wanted and the landscape was white. I'm a happy little child.


Thursday, December 23, 2010

The day before Christmas!

It's really cold outside... Christmas Eve is knocking on the door, I like the fact that you get to see people you might not have seen for a while. A happy face, a hug and some nice food. That's all you really need if you ask me. Well well, I'd better get going. Have to do fudge and truffles. I'll drop by later!


Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Tumble in the dark!

My head is jumping upside down, how do people do this?
Give me some sort of advice, cause I'm tumbling in the dark.


Monday, December 20, 2010

Rime frost!

4 days 'til Christmas here in cold Sweden! The snow is everywhere you look and the air is slightly cold.
I love it, I always feel like I'm in Narnia! I'm now awaiting more of the beautiful rime frost!

Winter kisses

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Tribute to McQueen by Night!

Tribute to Alexander McQueen by Nick Knight, music by Björk


A shoulder and then..?

One shoulder and now one leg. My body is hell.
Does this ever give up? Cause I'm about to do that.


Saturday, December 18, 2010


Stressed 2.0, wrapping gifts and all that stuff you do!
My head is so mashed up I don't know where to turn,
neither what I really should be doing.


Thursday, December 16, 2010

A new poncho.

I got myself a new cozy poncho today.
So warm, suits perfectly on cold days and nights!


Loved memories...

So many things come back this time of the year, for very personal reasons.
None the less, that does not necessarily mean it's bad.
But it makes me more aware and awake.
Looking back is always bittersweet, but if you take the magic from those moments -it will be more than just treasures.
It will be remembered with love.

Maybe life isn't suppose to be a fairytale, but that doesn't make us stop wanting it?



Nothing more than beautiful.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Not that good.

Aching body does not go well with creativity! That is a fact dear friends.
See you later!


Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Monday, December 13, 2010


Today it's the Lucia day here in Sweden. So hope all of you here have had a nice time!
I remember this day as a very fun memory and I'm sitting here nostalgic smiling and think about how time really travels in the speed of lightening. I do really miss all the good things and I will always treasure them.


Sunday, December 12, 2010

Holidays are coming!

I love looking at this advert, even if I don't drink it.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Right now.

I love this outfit and will always do,from the last episode of SATC.

One off my shoulders isn't working as it should - kind of interesting -
but not even close to amusing.


Friday, December 10, 2010


I wish...
...that my body should stop messing with me. storm to be quiet in my head. back - again.


Thursday, December 09, 2010


Christmas is knocking on the door (soon) and I don't have time getting it all done! It's all white outside and chilly - that I love - but the things that need to be done is somewhat stressful, I'll always manage. But I wish I for once could be more prepared and not in the last minute. We just hope for the best. Keep your fingers crossed.


Let's have a toast!

This is just fantastic, nothing else.


Tuesday, December 07, 2010


...this the blessed hell ride?
Please, let me know.


Monday, December 06, 2010

Harry Potter and a cup of tea!

Tonight it's me, Harry Potter and a nice warm cup of tea (the only thing I'm drinking after water)...
That's one thing I need.


Sunday, December 05, 2010

Prep for new year has begun!

Things I want right now for new years eve (at the moment)!

Net-a-porter = love!


Saturday, December 04, 2010


Still quite blank in my head, can I have a moment of relief soon?
I hate being sick.


Thursday, December 02, 2010

Winter magic!

It really is winter, but I love how beautiful it all looks (as the picture below). Minus the cold!


Wednesday, December 01, 2010

Green tea with taste of mango!

I dislike my soar throat  very much right now. It never gives in, so it seems at the moment... Come on, I don't need this right now. I'm gonna brew myself a nice cup green tea which has a taste of mango (lovely) and take a warm shower - hopefully I'll be better tomorrow!


Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Don't go messing with love!

Protect yourself...


Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1!

Yesterday I went to see Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1 with my mum and brother. I loved it! I'm not disapointed at all, rather the opposite of that. Now does the waiting for the second part begin, that I don't like. Although I've read the book at least 5 times, I'm reading it again now.


Monday, November 29, 2010

Poppy meadow!

I want to be on a poppy meadow, not having a soar throat, feeling completely sick!
But this is life, so a good book, lots of tea this night.


Saturday, November 27, 2010

Sleepy but good.

I'm just a little bit too sleepy right now, this day has indeed been exciting and fun. I'm getting a new jacket, thank you!
And maybe some other things, I hope!
But I'm also gonna sell off more than 12 pairs of shoes, not bad.

See you tomorrow!

Friday, November 26, 2010

A new jacket for the winter?

I'm looking for a real warm jacket, cause get what. I have many jackets, but none can stand the cold that's all over here. Well, we'll see what I can do about that. This one (I know it's not my usual choice, but this is lovely), although not in white but maybe red or black?


Thursday, November 25, 2010

A fabulous day!

I spent the day with my wonderful friend Hanse, first we went on a shopping spree on finding him a jacket and we did - of course - then we went to the hairsaloon he's working at and he made my hair look fabulous! Love my new hair, thank you darling! Maybe a photo will be up soon, who knows? Now I have a date with my sewingmachine.


Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Tales.. my mind that are pure love..



Today I'm sitting with the ancient art of macramé and learning more and more, but it's not the easiest thing you can come across, nevertheless it's freakin' fun to work with! Alongside with that, I'm finishing my dress due to my urges to wear it very badly right now, it's a gut feeling and also trying to get myself to the gym through the snowstorm that's blowing outside my window. Ain't life funny sometimes?


Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Asymmetrical on my mind.

To look for inspiration for New Year, don't seem so interesting. So I'm trying to only find dresses that I would like to wear, not to any special occation, but only cause I can. We'll see what I'll find. Always something. Asymmetrical is a must in almost everything I encounter right now -
I love it!


Shout, come on!

I adore this girl!

Monday, November 22, 2010

Laundry and needle eyes!

It pins like needles behind my eyes. It hurts. But I got my laundry done and all the other goals I'd put up for today, so I'm pleased. Either way, it's been a good day.


Sunday, November 21, 2010

The pain I'm really used to..

My body is screaming, I'm really not in the mood. It's on it own!
Fun fun fun!
I wish I was a kid again, not having this to deal with.


Saturday, November 20, 2010

Colourful shoes!

I want to put these on and go out dancing... High on life? Yes.


Friday, November 19, 2010


One of the best hiphop anthems from Sweden. 
But  in a more dance/electronic version with the singer September.

Petter made the real original.


Thursday, November 18, 2010


My mind been like this today, loove it! The only thing is that I haven't got my dress completely done!


Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Just for fun!

My brother and his friends are doing this for school, so fun! 
Lots of cred to them!


Tuesday, November 16, 2010

High voltage!

My date with my sewingmachine went pretty damn well yesterday! I like that, we've had some issues but worked them out. So now I'm fixing everything that has threads that not really wanted to work with me. But it does now, bless this wonderful thing! Today I'm taking a little break during the day, for meeting Daniel and have a cup of coffee, in my case tea. My creativity is put on high voltage, don't want and especially don't need a shortcut. I really don't have any use of that.

Redoing this page is maybe something I'd like to be done... But I feel like I'm switching to fast now, perhaps?


Monday, November 15, 2010


My sewingmachine and I have a date today! I need some new stuff!
We'll see what I'll be making.



For lovely Emma:


Sunday, November 14, 2010


Upside, mostly. So I don't want it to get it more twisted. Isn't that what we all want?
I need to do so much, in no time, cause it all have to happen now! I'm like that.
Today I'm going over to my friend Emma and have dinner, lovely!


Saturday, November 13, 2010

Back again with them!

The high heels are back on track again! Thank you, yesterday I walked around in my lovely boots like I've never taken them off.
Life is funny sometimes, isn't it?  But I do love that part - I do.


Paint it Black!

My whole body is in pain, but I couldn't care less. I'm as happy as I can be, listening to lots and lots of psychadelic trance among others that comes across, right now Rolling Stones and Paint it Black, I love that song!

I see a red door and I want it painted black. 


Friday, November 12, 2010

Wardrobe fun?

Tonight it's wardrobe time! Lovely! Is it?
I wonder what kind of things I might find in there, I never know.
Keep your fingers crossed!

This will go warm tonight.



Totally mindfucked by who else but me? But in a good way, perhaps?
Otherwise I'm drawing, writing down all stuff that I can catch.
The hard part is to keep up with my mind and not losing it totally.
My creativity has never been more vigorous or more vibrant!


Thursday, November 11, 2010

Spinning thoughts and inspiration!

A little bit too many thoughts, if I may say so.
A drawing book, my papers and my hands will be used tonight, believe me.
I have so many things to put on paper.
As I said, spinning around - but that's me in a nutshell!


Cause two can keep a secret, If one of them is dead...

Got a secret 
Can you keep it? 
Swear this one you'll save 
Better lock it, in your pocket 
Taking this one to the grave



I wonder why people read this, I don't write anything fun, only ordinary stuff and all that inspires me and my bipolar disorder. Which is not very fun dealing with everyday. I'm inspired today, going to do a lot redoing old clothes that I suddenly realised that I have, among other stuff.  This day will be interesting.


Wednesday, November 10, 2010


...unpretentious side of me or something like that.


Memories, love and baking!

Today after sleeping way to little, I baked yummy bread and raspberry pie, afterwards I went into town meeting up my very near and dear old friend Anna, she sure cheers me up and puts a smile on my face, oh she is a truly special human being. The memories of meeting her at the trainstation, flew me back 8 years. It something about that place. So the memories came rushing and I loved it! So tonight I'll give you some lookbacks of what has been. Hope you'll enjoy!


Tuesday, November 09, 2010

The first glimpse of winter...

The snow has arrived, I wonder how long it will stay - this time - cause the real first snow never stays. I hope we acutally gets a beautiful white christmas with starry nights. 

Now it's sewing time.


Monday, November 08, 2010

Sunday, November 07, 2010

A break.

What do you do with this, how to fix it, can anybody tell me that?


Friday, November 05, 2010

Life of butterflies.

My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies,
Fairy tales of yesterday, will grow but never die,
I can fly, my friends!


Thursday, November 04, 2010

Keep it down low , We be creeping, freaking, Got me feeling so ah ah, Trying to keep cool, heart beating, You're heart's freezing...

Cold, cold, freezing, freezing Got my heart beating, beating 

This just hits so good, the beat, lyrics, her voice.


Wednesday, November 03, 2010

Lanvin hearts H&M!

Lanvin for H&M, the best success they've had since Viktor & Rolf. This is a really lovely collection, that comes perfect now in the more darker days and soon to be New Year.



The music speaks for itself, you don't need anything else.


Tuesday, November 02, 2010

Knowing is better.

That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, 
and even the biggest failure, even the worst, 
beat the hell out of never trying. - Dr. Meredith Grey


Sunday, October 31, 2010

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Do you always trust your first initial feeling, Special knowledge holds truth bears believing..

Can she be anything else but one of the most impressive and bohemian beautiful woman she is in this world?
Stevie Nicks always puts the words right there..



I miss the time of innocence.

Friday, October 29, 2010

The trick is to keep breathing.

The storm in the teacup, no you are not supposed to get it all.
Believe me, if you haven't been here, you have absolutely no idea.
The trick in reality is to keep breathing.


Thursday, October 28, 2010

I feel I want to be up on the roof...

Kate Bush is remarkable, she will always be.


Wednesday, October 27, 2010

You're frozen, When your heart's not open...

She's on repeat today, love this woman!


Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Must do and have, now!

My fingers are itching of creativity it's on top, these are some of the things I do need to do right now!

The red one is pure delight!

New skirts is ALWAYS a BIG must!

When you came in the air went out, And all those shadows there filled up with doubt...

Because it's a bloddy good song.

Monday, October 25, 2010

4 years.

Today, it's been 4 years and it never gets easy. I miss you.


Fairytale fantasy...