I'm so out of it, I don't want anything or anyone near me. Just close my eyes and not be in here, it's down, down, down, and yet I stay with my head over the water, stoping myself from drowning in emotions, but you know what? I've learned that if I accept the emotions, let them be, they'll go away. So that's what I'm gonna do. But right now, I'm not even gonna say it. It's autumn, the weather is turning me upside down, and yes, this is my life.