My body is on strike, and my head is not under, I don't know. No, I know, this isn't a ultimate combination, that is the only damn thing I'm sure off right now. How do you live with a body that does as it want's, not as I want it. I have two diseases, that I'm neither in control of... Hey, it's life, I don't pity myself, it's not in my nature. Of course it's gonna be better later on, I'm not bitter yet, thank you! And I'm happy that I don't have to struggle with more than my body. And yes, Lady Gagas new songs, I love them, enough said!