"Any girl can be glamorous. All you have to do is stand still and look stupid. " - Hedy Lamarr
Thursday, December 03, 2009
Just give me the pain that I'm used to!
My body is slowly but steady killing me. Not any romanticism around that, just hard facts of how I feel. From the moment I went up this morning, it has just gotten more worse for every second. No, I can't take painkillers, they would only make me an addict in the end, and I don't need that too. First off all, I have to repeat that I don't pity myself or don't want any mercy. Writing is therapeutic and I don't think about it afterwards, until it's reappearing again. But in all other states, I'm so fine that I can't believe my eyes, I could actually cry and still smiling... Hit me hard someone? Haha!