It's usually around this time of year, you start making promises, that you aim to keep for the following year. I've never made any huge promises, that's not my kind. I do what I want to do, and don't follow in others direction, unless - I want to. But everything changed this year, that's almost passed us by now, I began growing, feeling like a human (at last) and not wanting to kill myself with my entire instinct whenever I felt down (big change)! I had my medication and it started to kick in - meanwhile I began to live with all that comes with that... I also had the wonderful joy of experience with both the old and the new. But here at the end of the year, I'm more happy than ever (no I did not became numb!), not afraid of anything and I promise you this, I have absolutely no regrets - I stand by and realise that what has been done, is done.
And suddenly I realise that this is only the beginning of my life...
Love and sparkles