Dance and food!

I love standing in the kitchen, making food! So relaxing and fun...

Yummy with the outcome, always is only one word about it!

Tonight it's So You Think You Can Dance and I'm watching (of course)!

It's always an inspiration and beautiful artform to watch.

Xx

/Anna

Do you know?

What the hell just happened?

/Anna

You want me to be, Somebody who I'm really not...

M.I.A = love!

Xx
/Anna

Beauty and the beast!

I love these photos by Annie Leibovitz,

portraying a beautiful Drew Barrymore, absolutely astonishing!

Love

/Anna

Annie Leibovits @ Fotografiska!

Today I'm going (finally) too see Annie Leibovitz at Fotografiska here in Stockholm.

That should be interesting, and fun!

Xx

/Anna

Getting back my shape!

I'm slowly getting back to shape, in a very healthy way!

I love dicipline, haha! Can't believe that I even said that...

Working out, eating properly, have routine is my way to live healthier and happier!

Xx

/Anna

Hemlock, Henbane, Aconit, Belladonna...

Perfect song for today, it's enchanting!

Love
/Anna

The autumn is here...

It's really autumn, I'm dreading this season when it gets rough - as always!

But I love the clear icy air, the frost on the grounds and all the colors...

Tomorrow it's workout, and other fun stuff!

Maybe clean out my closet a little bit more?

Xx

/Anna

Yoga?

Now more than ever, I really do want start practicing yoga. I have a feeling that it will be wonderful for me, meditation and training. But what to choose, how much dicipline is good at the beginning?

Xx

/Anna

Paint me a picture, of eyes that never see...

For some of the memories - for the autumn to come...

/Anna

Black Swan.

Swan Lake, mysterious and ballet, truly things that makes me shiver, be inspired and just smile!

Love

/Anna

Irascible, irritable or irritated?

I'm just irascible of all the pain right now, so I'm not so fun to deal with... Well, that's my life, I could write word after word, paper after paper about it. How you live with bipolar disorder and fibromyalgia, but that will never be interesting. So the best lesson I've learned is stop bitching about it and do at least something. But I will never say that it is easy or that you can take the easy way out - that's why I can say today that it is devious and irritating, but you learn by it and I have to write it off.

Xx

/Anna

Beauty painted sand.

Beautiful is only one word.

/Anna

An ordinary day?

Yesterday me and my mum went on a little roadtrip, to look at beautiful handmade crafts. I love going away not having to be here. I always promise to upload so many pictures that I've took, but it never happens... So we have to wait and see what cames out of it cause not sitting by the computer is something that is wonderful for me. I feel less trapped and more alive?

Love

/Anna

Lovely dresses!

Tim Walker will never need an introduction, he is extraordinary!

Love

/Anna

Remarkable work of art!

I give you Michael Parkes!

Venus

Indian Summer

Tuesday's Child

I fell over this just fantastic artist today, love at first sight for his work - truly remarkable.
It's stepping into a world of mythology, fantasy and mindscape, an illusion of reality with escapism.

Love

/Anna

One step at a time?

If anyone wonders, not that I think there are -I have NOT been down these days, I've had many thoughts around me and lots to think about. Yesterday I stood cooking all day, I love it. It's so theraphutic about it. And by making pies, pannacotta and scones, makes you easen up!

Today I'm thinking about how to make my ideas into reality, how many dresses am I gonna make for this autumn? How many skirts? What to do with my life for real? How to deal with it all. I think that my first initial plan of taking one step at the time, is not bad at all. We'll see, don't we?

Love

/Anna

Cleansed?

I'm still a bit lost in my mind...

Too many thoughts and too little reason to cleanse them out.

Life is life - nothing is as simple as that.

/A

?

Life is not always what it's supposed to be, today I don't know if that is a good thing, or a bad?

/A

Not so pleasant...

The only word you need to know; PAIN!

(and not the pleasant one, I can't wear anything over my shoulders, to begin with)

/A

Dizzy and pain, but happy!

I'm happy, but dizzy and in a lot of pain and it's breaking my spirit. I can't stand it.

Please put a sledgehammer in my back and smash it to bits...

Everything around me is pretty damn good, otherwise.

It's just life.

Xx

/Anna

Equal?

Very good, so good it's getting very bad at the same time.

How does that make it equal? It doesn't.

But nothing ever really does ad up to equal in my mind.

/A

Can you tell me is there something more to belive in? Or is this all there is?

And it didn't rain all the time...

Not even close.

/Anna

Dance me, to the end of love...

Tonight it's him, again.

The magical Leonard Cohen.

Love

/Anna

The thundering waves are calling me home, home to you...

As you turned to go I heard you call my name,

You were like a bird in a cage spreading its wings to fly

"The old ways are lost," you sang as you flew

And I wondered why

Love
/Anna

Red poppies...

I just love red poppies, not much more to that.

And for this dull and boring day, we need something beautiful to lay our eyes on.

Love

/Anna

Fashion, happiness among other.

I have to make myself new skirts, new tops and all that I have on my mind... Let's see what will happen... I want the bohemian side of me to blossom althrough this autumn, and I want sheer lace, leather and knitted all wrapped up. Mixed patterns, silk, drapes...

Tomorrow I'm meeting up with Nina, lovely woman that is!

And I don't have a care in the world, I'm truly happy - and I am not going to be humble about that. I haven't waited for 23 years for nothing!

Xx

/Anna

Warm still days...

The warmth came back today... Happy me, that's all I can say! The beginning of late summer is here, that later part of summer, when it becomes warm and yet much more cold, but some more days of warmth and loveliness aren't that bad, they are most welcome.

But come on? All that old drama is killing me - cause I couldn't care less anymore.

Xx

/Anna

Love, nothing else.

I need to fall in love, that's all. Nothing else.

Without the cynisism, just with the joy.

/A

A magical life?

All of a sudden, it's autumn - I feel it in every inch of my body. Still it's indian summer - but the rain is horrible, I love rain (sometimes) but not when it's becoming cold. But right now I feel just fine, nothing else. But the nagging feeling is back and I don't want that. How can you live your life, when you still have trouble with realising that sometimes it's all about acceptance.

Today, me and my brothers went and saw The Sorcerer's Apprentice and we all got something completley different from it, we are so different and they are the best men in my life. And a very nice movie to watch, just for fun. Love mythological and magical movies - with a twist. I wish that I was in a world that magic excisted. A very magical and enchanted world.

Xx

/Anna

.......

A wonderful day, except for all the rain. But I'm a happy kid anyway, cause that's just how blessed things are around me. No need to worry when I don't have to. I love life and living it. I can't believe that I just wrote that.

Tomorrow I'm going to the movies with my brothers to see The Sorcerer's Apprentice, that is going to be fun!

Xx

/Anna

Live, life, ?

First of august and the moon is lovely, old memories are haunting and everything is still very present. I've never felt so alive, and maybe that's a cliché of saying, but it strucks me over and over again how very easy it is to take it for granted. I've worked my ass of getting myself happier, but still allowing the very essences of sorrow in me to. I feel that the autumn is moving closer and I don't want that, I really don't.

Love

/Anna