Does your body destroy you?

I do love to dance, maybe I should begin dancing? Or something? I know I have to train myself up... My f'ing body hurts to damn much, it's just aching, nothing else. Do I hate it? Yes. Does it slowly kill me? Yes. My body screams after something, not food but loosing some weight... So my penalty crime is that I have destroyed my body.


But right now I feel happy in my mind - not the body.

/Anna