Friday, September 25, 2009

Can you go higher than hope?

Have you ever had the feeling that somethings is really to good to be true? I'm standing there right now, having that feeling - that this surreal happiness is something that isn't going to last. Even though I've felt it some time now. I can't belive I'm smiling, I'm smiling through everything - it's so hard to explain. I didn't know that you could smile from your heart, smile through tears. I didn't belive tears could be good. So now I'm sitting here, alive after all... Not even dreading the day that dreaming and living ends, cause I know one thing - I've been alive and I can smile through misery. But damnit, I'm living and that feeling is the best feeling I've ever had so far - and I'm still rising.


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