Today is the day when I finally gets to see my doctor about my troubles surrounding my stomach and that's really good. Even though it really has helped to keep myself away from milk, it's somehow not good yet, not as good as I hoped. The final test is although for me to shock my little tummy, with all the milk I can get, and really I do not really want to. I can't give it pure milk, cause then I'll be nauseous and I hate that feeling. We've got to wait 'til the final verdict from the doctor... I think now is the time when I have to stop pretending and start do something about my entire body.