Why can't it be on the same level for once?

My phsyical health is slowly killing me, but my spirit is as high as it could be, lots of nice things happens to the people that's around me. I just can't stop smiling and all the love in the world seems too have filled my heart that it may burst any minute now, but I don't care if it burst I'll still have the love. I'm just so happy that I could start crying, realising that I do have the most amazing friends and my family around me. I just wish that my body would like to keep up with my state of mind, or likewise...

I need a man, that's one thing that's sure!

Or I need shoes, but what pair? Louboutin, Blahnik, Marro? Who?

Love

/Anna