Pride, In the name of Love!

In a few hours I will be on my way to Gothenburg, with my brother, my cousin and a lot of other people. I love this, so fun to do! Let's hope that everything will be at it best! And yes, I'm going to se U2! It's the shit, right now!


See you in a couple of days!
And yes, thanks to Emma who made my day very funny and loving! All my love!

Xx
/Anna

Is it getting better or do you feel the same?

All my mind is preoccupied is music, or some music, I want to listen til my ears bleed... I'm caught, it's lways like that. I listen too much at a song that it then become so boring that I can't stand it. Of course I have myself to blame for that, but anyhow, even if I know about this behaviour, I do nothing about it. That's quite stupid from my side. But on the other hand, music is made to be listened to, so I really don't do anything wrong? But should you play so much that it bleeds?




This is what happens the next couple of days:
Thursday: Gothenburg
Friday: U2
Saturday: Home, and maybe Dekadance (I've already got an outfit...)
Sunday: Lady GaGa

Xx
/Anna

Death caused by shoes...

I would kill to have these, they are cute yet sexy and sophisticated but as always my size has run out, as it has been since they came in... They're lovely! Give me now! I'm starving and craving to death!


Xx
/Anna

An unnamed feeling?

It's only a very few days 'til U2 now, I'm excited and all other happy feeling you can be. I am now wondering why I've never felt this before, nothing is really bothering me, it's like I'm not on my downward spiral and anyone who knows me, knows that I'm very happy for that. I can't really express what I feel - an unnamed feeling, but this time a good one. I'm satisfied, but as always you have to be aware at this part to. Life is pretty good from my point of view.


Xx
/Anna

Down and further into my wonderland!

The photoshoot we've should have had this wednesday, is schedueled to be next week instead. I think that will make me a lot more comfy in myself and I get to explore my mind a little bit more and get myself into luxurius things, yummy! Lots of colors, yet very sophisticated! This will be so much fun. Give me more, I want to discover new territory in my brain, go to the edge and maybe further down into my own wonderland!

Karl himself, he makes incredible clothes, can't say anything else.

Viktor & Rolf are always amazing with their clothes!

My absolut favorite of course in these shoots, with Gallianos himself and his design!

Now, off to something else...

Xx
/Anna

Too much to do, too little time...

Too much to do, so little time! I hate that time accutally feels like it's running away from me, there are so many things that will happen this week, and I don't think I'm gonna slow down until the weekend has gone, and everything goes back some sort of calmness. But I think I have to learn how to deal with this, if I say so...


Now I'm gonna go into my shoescloset and look for some pairs, hopefully I find them. Wish me luck on that one and then I'm gonna go shopping some things, but no shoes!

Xx
/Anna

A bath, dearest darling?

Something more fun, I was at a shoot today, and it was so fun, I really didn't do much, I was more there to give an input, and I hope I did that at least and I got more experience, that is always something! Elva was fantastic with the makeup and Peter was such a charismatic man. I think I will enjoy working with them on the shoot we're doing the shoot on wednesday, depends a little on the weather, I'm hoping! So tomorrow I'm gonna go out looking for things... You'll get the results later!

I looove these two, that I would probably want them here at my place,
but this is just inspiration!

Xx
/A

A body in trancendent pain = ?

I don't really know what's happening, it seems like it's impossible for me to even walk without tripping now, cause my mind is completley on mute for anything. I just know that I need to sleep, and then maybe become some sort of human again. But there's always a but, I have to much pain in my f'ing body, right about this moment to be relaxed - where the hell is the perfect guy to give me massage right now, sorry, but the person has to be so rough with me that it's bearable (of what I've heard) to look at me - in my body it's nothing. Cause you could throw a hammer quite hard and I wouldn't react, just to give an example. That's how bad it is right now, hoping it won't get worse cause then I will call the er. to give me something. Morphine perhaps?

Give me sleep and take away my pain. But you know I won't get either of them.

/A

Dreaming of a dream that went passing me, In my own comfort.

I can't sleep! It's enoying, really, 3 ½ hours sleeps isn't so ok. I know my head is spinning upwards, nothing is out of order yet. Tomorrow it's a photoshoot, and then out hunting things for my shoot on wednesday. Now let me get some sleep! And please no bad dreams tonight.


Sleepless
/Anna

Time to celebrate, come on!

Last night I celebrated a dear friend of mine, Elva, yes the truly amazing makeup-artist that we all know from some late night and especially her loving person! Her husband made small arrangements to make a surprise party and it went very well. I think lots of pictures are on facebook already, but I found this one of me, and I thought you all would like (maybe) too see how I look right now... I look a little bit odd but that's okey, I had to much fun to care!

I wear a stunning maxidress from Pin-up Couture! Loove it, it's magical!

So thanks to Kjell who made the arrangements and of course everybody there and our own special Elva - the one and only! Lots of love to you! See you tomorrow!

Xx
/Anna

Time, who's got time?

I want to look like this, I love this it's very summer and very chic! And Sienna looks really good in it. I have to figure out how ro do it, cause I kinda need that. And somehow time is just slipping away from me... Soon it's U2 and then Madonna and lots of other things, hoho! And shoots that I'm about to do, if the weather don't say no. We'll see...


Xx
/Anna

Let's have some fun, This beat is sick, I wanna take a ride on your discostick!

This is what goes around in my head right now, I love it... This is soft yet very hard in some spots, but I'm just enjoying myself! She is good, and I hope she'll hold.



It's a Lovegame!

Xx
/Anna

I hate cleaning!

I have to clean, and then I really mean clean... And what do I have to clean? My wardrobe of fucking course, I hate it. I curse on it, everytime. I do not like it in any way or the other. And I can't toss anything, it might be useful in some near or dear time - like when I expect it least, then it pops up like a flying sorccerer and surprise me. I love that, but I have to clean and I really mean that I do have to do that. Oh dear.... I don't want to.


Tomorrow will be funnier, I know so.

Xx
/Anna

Nicholas Kirkwood = loove!

I found a pair of shoes today that I fell for, of course. I just like them, they're diffrent from all the other shoes that I look at. And no, it's not Louboutin or Blahnik, it's Kirkwood, Nicholas Kirkwood, he's amazing, doing different shapes that are graphical and all that other thing you would like. And they're pink! Me looves!


Xx
/Anna

Sweet and outrageous candy!

As everyone know by now - is that I love bizarre makeup, completley outrageous and always enjoyable to look at. Pat McGrath is in her own kind when she's creating her things, especially for John Gallianos all shows, I love his show from 2003 when Pat did Joan Collins gone crazy mad. It's a makeup that craves your attention. I'll show you the makeup in close and the clothes! Loove it! Galliano is my king in fashion! And Pat is just marvelous, and gets free hands.







Xx
/Anna

Inside turning to outside!

Today is a typical day in my life, I'm not happy nor am I sad, I'm both and it gets in conflict with my brain, if I don't like it. You bet your asses on that! I want to be normal, or as normal the standards are. I sure don't think everyone is like me... In one hour I switch from good to bad. Well well, shit happens. I just don't want to be around when it happens, okey?


I need new clothes, nothing I have wants to be worn by me. That's the truth, and I really don't want to be bragging around my old closet, that's it. Give me clothes! I need fun!

This is simple, yet very fun to watch and sophisticated!

Xx
/Anna

So you think you can dance?

Now, it's time for one of my favorite shows on tv, So You Think You Can Dance? I just love it, a pure artform and watching people do things that seems so easy to do but are hard to do, you just have to watch it.



Xx
/Anna

It's killing me!

I'm in to much pain right now, to write something funny, but I'll manage. Though it hurts, really really bad. If anyone wonder it's my body who's in pain. Do I hate it, oh yes! Release me, please!


In other cases I'm looking at older Dior colletions and I'm going into details...

Xx
/Anna

Color me once, Color me twice!

I just have to show you a lovingly makeup that I admire so much! It's slightly mad, as I always like my things to be, but it's Galliano for one of his Dior Couture shows! It's a geisha inspired look.



Xx
/Anna

It's good, Then it's gone.

I think some designers has nailed the forthcoming season on their fingertips, it's sophisticated yet edgy, and you have the things that are essential for a good wardrobe. I personaly like couture more, of course it depends, here's Lacroix Autumn 2009.


Mix light silk with heavyweight fabric.
Lots of lace.
Leather with different materials.
Black - as always.
Bright colors.
Soft vs hard.

Xx
/Anna