There is accutally one thing I still hate - being sick. It's an awful thing to be and I hate it more than ever, cause I have to cancel everything that I want to do. I am truly a doomed girl right now, it's a curse having the flu, because that is what I think I have. Not so funny and just for the record you don't want to mess with me right know, I just wanted you to know that, my irritation is growing, yesterday I started yelling at my family over something so little as mashes potatoes. I don't go to a aggravated state of mind that often but now I do and I have no control - none whatsoever.
I want to look at movies, I want to create all night long, it's a burning fever in my fingers and I don't know where to begin or where to end. Just that I have to begin, cause I didn't have that luck in finding the skirts I wanted, neither the tops or the dresses. So I'm thinking about making them. I know how to do it, so why don't I? What is in my mind blocking me from the creative process. I need to figure that one out before I go into another set of my mind. We'll see...