Wednesday, April 01, 2009

May it be, When darkness falls, Your heart will be true, You walk a lonely road, Oh how far you are from home...

I'm utterly and totally fucked up in my mind, I don't have a single clue, please shut me in dark room and don't take me out until my angermanagement has gone over, my irritation over things, my annoyed feeling of being all over the place and don't getting a single thing a person says to me. It's so damn frustrating. I don't know how or even when to take everything of this out of me. Yesterday was sort of a mess in my head, I wasn't calm a single moment, I don't know, I was uppwards yet downwards and you know my friends that isn't fun. I couldn't focus on the things I wanted and I tried to hide every emotion that floated by me, but I couldn't. It was such a mess in my head - that I don't know what, for real. I don't remember the ride home, it scares the hell out of me. I don't know what's happening. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't do anything - I feel asleep of exhaustion. Just to be clear, I do not feel bad, or anything, I feel fine, I'm just so confused.

When I got home I calmed down and I found this amazing picture that I fell in love with the instant moment, it was an amazing shoot. I'll post it.

And, yeah, today is the day when you're gonna do prank for everyone you know, I don't have the strenght. Haha!

xo xo

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Den bilden var helt underbar!!!

Jag mådde ganska bra i tisdags efter mötet men igår fick jag en rejäl depression och bara grät och var jättefrustrerad iom att jag var tvungen att ta hand om Alpha oxå även fast jag mådde så dåligt. Ibland (och ibland lite väl ofta) så är saker helt enkelt bara ren och skär SKIT. Hoppas du mår bättre idag gumman. Själv ska jag försöka att vara normal idag. Får se om det funkar...

Kram Elva