If you, in the right state of mind would stop bothering about your own pityful life you're living, you'll understand that there is so much more out there, to reach out, grab and feel that your life moves on, no matter what you choose to do. I do not belive in things such as destiny, I really can't, but in another way I can. It's somewhat comfortable that something has been chosen for just you, but what if the path the faith has chosen for you, isn't something you accutally would like... I don't like the thought here, I feel it cruel and a very unhappy thought. The only certain things we know is that we are going to die, from the day we are born. That's the only certain thing in life. You never know what else the life brings for you, maybe it will be something you'd never imagined it to be, maybe something you accutally was expecting. You never know what you're going to get out of life, I just know that I will make my life what I want it to be and I won't settle for anything less than what is the best for me. I know also that life is fragile, very very fragile.
I am going into town to meet a lovely friend today and look at things, discuss all our issues, you know, girltalk. And I am also cleaning out my closet, haha, first one in some years I think. Really clean out everything I don't want there. I'm scared, I won't throw anything, but I will however storage it. I know we have to go to Topshop, lovely!