I'm in no shape what so ever to talk about what I feel right now, the pain won't go away and it stings and scratches, cause I really don't have a clue on what to do about it. Give me back my life, please! Because you have none whatsoever when you're dealing with pain. I'm coping with it and I'm learning, just so you know - I will not surrender to this. Because there's nothing to surrender to, I'm just living with it.
I need new dresses, I realised that tonight when I took a look in my wardrobe and how many outfits I could match up in my head I hadn't enough, I will work that out. I need new stuff. That's it... Ordinary stuff, hm, we'll see how that will work.