It's raining outside and I want to go out, but not when it's raining. Like taking a walk around and just move, 'til my body says god night and god bye. I still have these aches that slowly tearing me apart. If I could rate my pain now it would be 9,5 from a scale from 0 - 10. It's not the worst, but nothing has been even a little bit better. And I hate it. But never mind. I finding it kind of hard to concentrate at this things that I want to have focus on, yeah anyone who's had a pain like ripping your body inside out, can relate to me. But I want to make new dresses and have new clothes... I have to make new things. Maybe... Simplicity is the word!