Showing posts with label Emotions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Emotions. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Sadness and happiness, equals?

Sometimes I wish that I had something interesting to write about, I envy people (not always), as I see it, they have these extraordinary lives, that I don't get slightly close to. I want to feel that "happiness", although I'm also very pleased that I don't all the time. As it comes to me it's important to have both sides, if you don't know  sadness. How do you know feelings of happiness? For heavens sake, does anyone in this era live happily ever after? If they do, please tell me about it. I would like to hear your point of view, telling me I'm dreadfully wrong in not always endeavoring for that feeling of utter hapiness - all the time.

Maybe sadness is a blessing, yet a curse, as well as happiness is likewise, Taking myself as an example, can experience happiness as a dreadful emotion as it can be the most wonderful in it's fullest. Happiness and sadness can't live without each other. Is there even a hint of beauty by being able to have it all?

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Wednesday, February 11, 2009

The realistic psychosis?

Yesterday I saw a movie I've been dying to see, for ages. Fight Club... Yet I'm not 100 percent sure that I truly enjoyed the movie all the time, but it was sure a reality check for me. I think it was because of, the fact, that it was so penetrating my mind and I felt more fucked up myself after I'd seen it, then before. Maybe if I give it a couple of days it will be in a comfortable place in my mind. I don't know why, but when I look at a movie that has some substance in the real world - I really want it to be realistic too. But sure, I did enjoy parts of it, I just think I need more time for melting it in my brain... But I liked it.


I've come to think about stuff I like and stuff I really dislike, one major issue I have with some sort of music for example, I can't listen to it because it brings up emotions that I don't normally have, it is for me like taking a pill who makes me shiver/shake, feel really uncomfortable with. In my mind everything is fucked up then and just so you know, I don't like when people is messing with my brain neither when I do it. I really do not enjoy walking in broken glass, does anyone?


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