Pride, In the name of Love!

In a few hours I will be on my way to Gothenburg, with my brother, my cousin and a lot of other people. I love this, so fun to do! Let's hope that everything will be at it best! And yes, I'm going to se U2! It's the shit, right now!


See you in a couple of days!
And yes, thanks to Emma who made my day very funny and loving! All my love!

Xx
/Anna

Is it getting better or do you feel the same?

All my mind is preoccupied is music, or some music, I want to listen til my ears bleed... I'm caught, it's lways like that. I listen too much at a song that it then become so boring that I can't stand it. Of course I have myself to blame for that, but anyhow, even if I know about this behaviour, I do nothing about it. That's quite stupid from my side. But on the other hand, music is made to be listened to, so I really don't do anything wrong? But should you play so much that it bleeds?




This is what happens the next couple of days:
Thursday: Gothenburg
Friday: U2
Saturday: Home, and maybe Dekadance (I've already got an outfit...)
Sunday: Lady GaGa

Xx
/Anna

Death caused by shoes...

I would kill to have these, they are cute yet sexy and sophisticated but as always my size has run out, as it has been since they came in... They're lovely! Give me now! I'm starving and craving to death!


Xx
/Anna

An unnamed feeling?

It's only a very few days 'til U2 now, I'm excited and all other happy feeling you can be. I am now wondering why I've never felt this before, nothing is really bothering me, it's like I'm not on my downward spiral and anyone who knows me, knows that I'm very happy for that. I can't really express what I feel - an unnamed feeling, but this time a good one. I'm satisfied, but as always you have to be aware at this part to. Life is pretty good from my point of view.


Xx
/Anna

Down and further into my wonderland!

The photoshoot we've should have had this wednesday, is schedueled to be next week instead. I think that will make me a lot more comfy in myself and I get to explore my mind a little bit more and get myself into luxurius things, yummy! Lots of colors, yet very sophisticated! This will be so much fun. Give me more, I want to discover new territory in my brain, go to the edge and maybe further down into my own wonderland!

Karl himself, he makes incredible clothes, can't say anything else.

Viktor & Rolf are always amazing with their clothes!

My absolut favorite of course in these shoots, with Gallianos himself and his design!

Now, off to something else...

Xx
/Anna

Too much to do, too little time...

Too much to do, so little time! I hate that time accutally feels like it's running away from me, there are so many things that will happen this week, and I don't think I'm gonna slow down until the weekend has gone, and everything goes back some sort of calmness. But I think I have to learn how to deal with this, if I say so...


Now I'm gonna go into my shoescloset and look for some pairs, hopefully I find them. Wish me luck on that one and then I'm gonna go shopping some things, but no shoes!

Xx
/Anna

A bath, dearest darling?

Something more fun, I was at a shoot today, and it was so fun, I really didn't do much, I was more there to give an input, and I hope I did that at least and I got more experience, that is always something! Elva was fantastic with the makeup and Peter was such a charismatic man. I think I will enjoy working with them on the shoot we're doing the shoot on wednesday, depends a little on the weather, I'm hoping! So tomorrow I'm gonna go out looking for things... You'll get the results later!

I looove these two, that I would probably want them here at my place,
but this is just inspiration!

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/A

A body in trancendent pain = ?

I don't really know what's happening, it seems like it's impossible for me to even walk without tripping now, cause my mind is completley on mute for anything. I just know that I need to sleep, and then maybe become some sort of human again. But there's always a but, I have to much pain in my f'ing body, right about this moment to be relaxed - where the hell is the perfect guy to give me massage right now, sorry, but the person has to be so rough with me that it's bearable (of what I've heard) to look at me - in my body it's nothing. Cause you could throw a hammer quite hard and I wouldn't react, just to give an example. That's how bad it is right now, hoping it won't get worse cause then I will call the er. to give me something. Morphine perhaps?

Give me sleep and take away my pain. But you know I won't get either of them.

/A

Dreaming of a dream that went passing me, In my own comfort.

I can't sleep! It's enoying, really, 3 ½ hours sleeps isn't so ok. I know my head is spinning upwards, nothing is out of order yet. Tomorrow it's a photoshoot, and then out hunting things for my shoot on wednesday. Now let me get some sleep! And please no bad dreams tonight.


Sleepless
/Anna

Time to celebrate, come on!

Last night I celebrated a dear friend of mine, Elva, yes the truly amazing makeup-artist that we all know from some late night and especially her loving person! Her husband made small arrangements to make a surprise party and it went very well. I think lots of pictures are on facebook already, but I found this one of me, and I thought you all would like (maybe) too see how I look right now... I look a little bit odd but that's okey, I had to much fun to care!

I wear a stunning maxidress from Pin-up Couture! Loove it, it's magical!

So thanks to Kjell who made the arrangements and of course everybody there and our own special Elva - the one and only! Lots of love to you! See you tomorrow!

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/Anna

Time, who's got time?

I want to look like this, I love this it's very summer and very chic! And Sienna looks really good in it. I have to figure out how ro do it, cause I kinda need that. And somehow time is just slipping away from me... Soon it's U2 and then Madonna and lots of other things, hoho! And shoots that I'm about to do, if the weather don't say no. We'll see...


Xx
/Anna

Let's have some fun, This beat is sick, I wanna take a ride on your discostick!

This is what goes around in my head right now, I love it... This is soft yet very hard in some spots, but I'm just enjoying myself! She is good, and I hope she'll hold.



It's a Lovegame!

Xx
/Anna

I hate cleaning!

I have to clean, and then I really mean clean... And what do I have to clean? My wardrobe of fucking course, I hate it. I curse on it, everytime. I do not like it in any way or the other. And I can't toss anything, it might be useful in some near or dear time - like when I expect it least, then it pops up like a flying sorccerer and surprise me. I love that, but I have to clean and I really mean that I do have to do that. Oh dear.... I don't want to.


Tomorrow will be funnier, I know so.

Xx
/Anna

Nicholas Kirkwood = loove!

I found a pair of shoes today that I fell for, of course. I just like them, they're diffrent from all the other shoes that I look at. And no, it's not Louboutin or Blahnik, it's Kirkwood, Nicholas Kirkwood, he's amazing, doing different shapes that are graphical and all that other thing you would like. And they're pink! Me looves!


Xx
/Anna

Sweet and outrageous candy!

As everyone know by now - is that I love bizarre makeup, completley outrageous and always enjoyable to look at. Pat McGrath is in her own kind when she's creating her things, especially for John Gallianos all shows, I love his show from 2003 when Pat did Joan Collins gone crazy mad. It's a makeup that craves your attention. I'll show you the makeup in close and the clothes! Loove it! Galliano is my king in fashion! And Pat is just marvelous, and gets free hands.







Xx
/Anna

Inside turning to outside!

Today is a typical day in my life, I'm not happy nor am I sad, I'm both and it gets in conflict with my brain, if I don't like it. You bet your asses on that! I want to be normal, or as normal the standards are. I sure don't think everyone is like me... In one hour I switch from good to bad. Well well, shit happens. I just don't want to be around when it happens, okey?


I need new clothes, nothing I have wants to be worn by me. That's the truth, and I really don't want to be bragging around my old closet, that's it. Give me clothes! I need fun!

This is simple, yet very fun to watch and sophisticated!

Xx
/Anna

So you think you can dance?

Now, it's time for one of my favorite shows on tv, So You Think You Can Dance? I just love it, a pure artform and watching people do things that seems so easy to do but are hard to do, you just have to watch it.



Xx
/Anna

It's killing me!

I'm in to much pain right now, to write something funny, but I'll manage. Though it hurts, really really bad. If anyone wonder it's my body who's in pain. Do I hate it, oh yes! Release me, please!


In other cases I'm looking at older Dior colletions and I'm going into details...

Xx
/Anna

Color me once, Color me twice!

I just have to show you a lovingly makeup that I admire so much! It's slightly mad, as I always like my things to be, but it's Galliano for one of his Dior Couture shows! It's a geisha inspired look.



Xx
/Anna

It's good, Then it's gone.

I think some designers has nailed the forthcoming season on their fingertips, it's sophisticated yet edgy, and you have the things that are essential for a good wardrobe. I personaly like couture more, of course it depends, here's Lacroix Autumn 2009.


Mix light silk with heavyweight fabric.
Lots of lace.
Leather with different materials.
Black - as always.
Bright colors.
Soft vs hard.

Xx
/Anna

Give it to me, Yeah, No one gonna stop me now!

It's about two weeks left 'til U2 and that means three weeks to Madonna, if I'm happy, no question about it. I'll have the best concerts to come. I can say that cause the others where in the spring, and Depeche have I already seen twice 2006 - they were extraordinary those two times! But now it's U2 and Madonna! Yeay! The only thing I'm going to miss this summer is Coldplay and that is not funny...



Xx
/Anna

Is life great without imagination?

I need to feel that love thing again, I don't know if I've been struck by some illness or anything, but now I just want these damn butterflies in my stomach, I want them, in need of having them. I'm not used to this so I maybe this is a sign? I do not belive in signs, I can't it seems so foolish. I like things with reason, but on the other hand I love to dream, to live in my fantasy world, a land of make belive. Where everything is bubbly and sparkly and every little thing disapear right infront of your nose. It's a bit psychotic, but how do people live in this world without imagination? Can it be that simple that people are living grey dull life and never get away, and if it is so, is that why we need some things to make everything go away?


Xx
/Anna

I only dream in black and white, I only dream cause I'm alive...

There's no rest for me right now, it seems like that anyway. Today my dear friend Emilia is coming down from Gävle to visit Sthlm, and I want to meet her, she's my babe. She's incredible. So now I'm gonna get going...

She's one of a kind, this girl.

Xx
/Anna

Just dance!

Yesterday was amazing, it just was. Drinking wine among other things is very good when you're with friends. I enjoyed myself completely, it was just so fun! Thanks all you ladies and men for doing my night fun, so freaking fun! I'm just saying that you had to be there to really know...


And yes my fashion issues worked out! And yes, I'm back on track with my high heels!
Other pictures will be up as I get my butt off and get them from my camera and onto the harddrive.

Xx
/Anna

The Dominoes Fall.

I have an urge right now, that's even biggen than wanting new clothes, shoes and other things and that is to look at V for Vendetta, I want to see it again and yet again. But I think it's to much to put it on, and now I don't have the time cause I'm getting ready for the summerparty! Lovely, so the movie has to wait, but I have it... So... Haha! Now I'm gonna go and start preparing myself and look for clothes! (On that you really should wish me luck!)


Xx
/Anna

Give this to me, now!

Tonight it's party again, which means that I have clothes anxiety again! I promised myself that I was going to have anxiety over things that I can take control over tonight. I don't know how long that has taken for me to have an insight in. I really don't. Nevermind, tonight as I said, it's party again, and I my friends don't have anything to wear! As always. It dosen't matter, how much things I have I never have the right stuff.

This is just so crazy that I can't help myself than to love it.

Asymetric, one sleeve, purple, bright and ruffles yet sophisticated!

This is so easy to wear, and I don't think it can go wrong.

I think I would like something like these ensambles, maybe I have something that I can combine... I have to dig deep!

Xx
/Anna

Making Babies?

I love this episode with Vicky Pollard from Little Britain, just take a look... It's hillarious! It speaks for itself.



Xx
/Anna

My mind is clear, You planted all the fear...

I do not have the words to express myself, I'm just happy... But something is gaining on me, catching me up, something I really don't enjoy - but those words are also long gone for me. I start to listen to melancholic music as always and I'm trapped. It doesn't matter. My mind is made up, it's walking as far is at can, I just keep myself dragged along don't know wether it's good or bad. I want to be creative, to express all my emotions in a pictures, I'm soon to be bubbled over - this is just a part of me. Of the woman I've become.


Reading my words may seem depressive, they're not, they are just words.

/Anna

The PERFECT dress!

Oh, when I found that other picture, I took a look aroung my pictures and of course, I saw it. The dress, The PERFECT Dress, the one you know you will crave all your life cause of it's beauty. I want to have it, wear it, never take it off, be attached to it forever more, but then again, wouldn't I be afraid of using it? Damn right, so when would I really prefer wearing it - at my wedding. The big problem then is that I don't have a prince charming/the right guy, but anyway I have THE Dress! It's a must have! Take a look! Just look at all the layers, the colors - I was numb when I saw this collection - this is just eyecandy and love and mindblowness!

As always it's by my favorite darling designer: Galliano for Dior

Xx
/Anna

If you say i aim too high from down below, Well, say you're not 'cause when i'm gone, You'll be callin' but i won't be at the phone...

I found some other photos that I know some people might recognize from another site that they'll visisted. I'll just post them so you just can take a look... This guy know how to do everything right, of course it's all beside him to, but he's fantastic at what he does!




Photography for Numéro: Greg Kadel

Latex is if anyone hasn't noticed it, from Atsuko Kudo, I love her clothes.
And yes real latex can be fashion if it's done right!

Xx
/Anna

Living on the edge!

After watching Greg Kadels wonderful work, I'm more than aware of that you can always be better... I don't even know where to begin, but the biggest magazines he's working for is Numéro, Vouge and some others (that I'm not that into), and just by working for Numéro is just a dream for me. Maybe styling one of his shoots for the big magazines, cause I'll tell you this, he won't disapoint you at all. High standard and always at the egde of what's working and what's not... And living on the egde is sometimes good, sometimes bad and sometimes the only thing in your mind. I'm gonna post some of his work that I just fell for, and they are to speak for themselves!








Xx
/Anna

She Says There's No Turnin' Back, She Trapped Me In Her Heart, Dirty Diana, Come on!

I'm in love with this song, it gives me chills down to the bone, I don't really know why, but I just love it. Dirty Diana, could it be better?

R.I.P M.J
Your music is truly amazing.

Xx
/Anna

Aim for the stars and you might reach the treetops!

A friend once told me that if you aim for the stars - you might end up in the treetops. If you aim for the treetops you won't get anywere. I've always aimed for higher altitudes, never settle for anything less than to my minds ultimate challange, I will never get there - that's why I'm aiming for that. So the higher I go, the more elusive I can get and become. The best pictures I've ever seen in my life (so far) are the ones that I can look at over and over again yet never get tierd of watching. I'll give you a photo that I really love:

Photo: Greg Kadel an amazing talant! Check him out, pronto!

Xx
/Anna

A real realiasation!

Last night I ordered some new belts and a clutch bag that is so cute! I'll post them when I've got them. I love sales, sometimes - when I find things that I can complete my wardrobe with, these things will be perfect, when some prices are below 100:- it's a bargain. You know it is. So I'm just letting it slip, don't bother... And I also waiting for my Dermalogica products to arrive. My skin is like a baby when I use them! I don't think I ever will use the brands that aren't really into skincare again but those who are. I have to check out more sales now, maybe some new things..?


Xx
/Anna